Once, there was a guy named Frederick. He live and born in the town Ipoh of Perak in Malaysia. He grown up and live with his family in Gunung Rapat of the Ipoh chinese village. He was the youngest among his siblings, two sister. He was born into a middle income family. His father got his fortune through illegal gain and his mother was a very lazy person. When he was young, his parent have a lot of argument and soon his mother start to have mental illness and his family start to live separately. His father was a busy man and his mother was just too lazy take care of her own children, soon her children start to stop listening to her and begin their own choice of living.
As early childhood in the village, Frederick was one of the naughtiest, stealing, fighting, and even start his very first job in his 9years old by collecting empty tins from house to house, drainage and look in the garbage can. . He was actually a brilliant person, he can score passing marks in UPSR and SPM without studying. Tragedy happen when he was 10, he been kidnapped, the kidnapper actually wanted to kill him, strangle him with plastic warp but miracle appears, he did not died and been dump into bushes, the poor boy slowly regain conscious, wake up and ran toward crowded area. The kidnappers called his family for ransom but without knowing the boy has returned, with assist of police, all of the kidnapper been caught and jailed. He was traumatize for two years in home fear to go out from the house from 10-12 years old untill he was in secondary school. Since then he did not fear much.
At 13 from the first day of secondary school life, he got bullied by other student,then he start to befriend with gang members in secondary school, from there he learn how to smoke, skip class and extortion.
Because he also take school bus to school in the afternoon, he start to skip school with other school mate.
In the same school bus, he fell in love with two girl before. The first girl, name is Yan, he always look at her in the bus.. slowly he fell in love with her.. at that age Fed did not have much money, he save for a month and skip school to buy her an RM45 ring, he tried to give her, but she rejected him, and afraid.. she change bus.
At 14, a new same age as him board the same bus called Wong Yee Ling, for half a year he tried to befriend her and often got rejected. So bravely, he buys an rose and knelt her for her to accept her in the bus. As expected, he got rejected... so he decide wait at the same place where the girl wait hope she will look on him, but she dint. Embarrassed, he stop going school eventually and got expelled from Anderson High School.
At the new school, he begin to love another girl, name is forgotten but she tell him that she was only playful. Even they dated for two week, he never forget her.
When he was 15, then he meet a girl name Ah Ying , every morning he will cycle to her house and then go to school together and after school he will cycle back to her home. But soon, he left her because she date another guy out. In around 2011, he saw her, but she already married.
during this year he went out wondering around, hang out with friends, practicing hip hop dance at night , sometimes sleep at playground with his group of friends. In those years going Disco was every young person heaven, Then he start to hang out with those more worst, those who take drug,he start to take drug.
In his life time, he never told anyone of his closest circle about the darkside he have, thats why he was afraid to bring his beloved Yi Mun to meet his old friend, because there was nothing proud to be known and see. It have been his secret for life and the fact is, he only fully stop using drugs when he was in love with Yi Mun because he have an direction, she is his pride and success, he even get rid of smoking because of her.
In 16, his father force him to learn something which have technical skill so he wont be a useless person. But he was not interested in repairing hand phone, so after learning for about a year, he got employed as an hand-phone technician, but without any success and interest in the industry he leave it. He continue to hang out everyday at 17 until one day he start to look for job, he doesn't like to be a crude laborer so he tried to look for easier job.
Frederick just wanted to look for an low pay and easy job such as promoter or sales person in shopping mall. From there he learns how important of education to be successful, because a simple low paid job need a person to finish and pass in his secondary exam, how about those high paid or better job. So by Age 17 he decide to enroll into private school as government school would not accept him. He enroll into Methodist High School, there the school live is more comfortable as the school has less rule than ordinary school. Student attend school with ordinary street footwear. All student is not required to an assembly, anyone can walk in and out of the school. He study in the school for 2 and half years until the age of 19.
Sunday, May 6, 2012
MY love
BABA AH Bii and MAMA Yimun
In my whole life, i truly love a few woman, but you Goh Yi Mun is the one i love the most, but when you decide to leave me.. it really broke my heart...
i wish to have forever with you, but why would't you wait for me?
i know i have disappointed you in the first time, i am shame to beg for you on the second time. You sacrifice too much for me, all these years...
i am so selfish, tend to make myself happy but care less for your...
Now i know that i am wrong, i am busy collecting pebbles until i lost my diamond.
It totally don't worth. I hope it was not too late so change...
You said you don't love me anymore, is that truth?
From my sense, you always love me...
is all mine action which make you want to stop loving me. It was shameful to lost a person who truly and fully hearted loving you for no reason. Sacrificing for me without hope for any repayment. For you, it is totally worth to sacrifice my whole life, future and even life. In these realistic world, there are no second women treated me as good as you are. I am willing to sacrifice anything, just to want you back...
In my whole life, i truly love a few woman, but you Goh Yi Mun is the one i love the most, but when you decide to leave me.. it really broke my heart...
i wish to have forever with you, but why would't you wait for me?
i know i have disappointed you in the first time, i am shame to beg for you on the second time. You sacrifice too much for me, all these years...
i am so selfish, tend to make myself happy but care less for your...
Now i know that i am wrong, i am busy collecting pebbles until i lost my diamond.
It totally don't worth. I hope it was not too late so change...
You said you don't love me anymore, is that truth?
From my sense, you always love me...
is all mine action which make you want to stop loving me. It was shameful to lost a person who truly and fully hearted loving you for no reason. Sacrificing for me without hope for any repayment. For you, it is totally worth to sacrifice my whole life, future and even life. In these realistic world, there are no second women treated me as good as you are. I am willing to sacrifice anything, just to want you back...
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Hi my name is JACOB TWILLIGHT
Emon mama,still remember?
Cute cute
still remember
Friday, June 12, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Another Green and Peace Photos
Smart cops?
Cute Porcupine
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Funny G
Landscape and destination of kampar
Monday, March 23, 2009
Mountain Area of Kampar 1
It`s was such a shame for the people who saw off these trees into bold, i am no green activist but i feel sad to see these old and historic tree got chop.
It is not easy to grow them to such a size in the high area like this, maybe take your half life time to do so...
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Kampar it's beautiful West Lake
The west side lake of Kampar, once a tin mine field left by the tin miners and British Colonies in Kampar. Once occupied by the Imperial Japanese Army, these lands of scar have been turn into a place of peace.The west lake have been the kamparian fishing spot for decades,i have seen prawn big as bananas and fish about 20lbs been caught in this lake,A reacreation spot for the student of University Tunku Abdul Rahman(UTAR) and Tunku Abdul Rahman College(TARC)
Journey to kampar,perak(Malaysia)Part 3
Journey to kampar,perak(Malaysia)Part 2
Journey to kampar,perak(Malaysia)
We are going to the beautiful mountain waterfall of kampar, the picture beside is the road to the waterfall we drove all away long.The road are small and dangerous, there's lots of pot hole and slump, so it's not suitable for any vehicles to entry.Try on walk or bicycle
The Lower part of the waterfall, the most dangerous and unsuitable to play with, i was once heard the story tell by an old men(lives around here) that this area has died over 50person over this 20years
Lower part of the waterfall, a great place for yoga training and other self-retaining art
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
My Precious
These are some precious things in my life
A scary sponge bob,bob it's best friend Patrick
and my noisy monkey.They are given by someone special,
but the most strange part is how i got my Patrick,i was still wondering it was a present or not because it was bought by my own self.
My lucky twins polka dotted pillow,but sadly it has separate in
to one.I have keep them for 2years,they really brings me good luck and saved me before
The Twins Tea Cup ^^
A pair of pink female and male hippo.
One of these have broken before but it been replace
back
Sunday, March 15, 2009
My History
I was born into an abnormal family,a family that diffrent from many kinds.I have a good and bad father which i always respect and my unnormal mother who always bring problem to me and my family but i dont blame she for of course she is still my mother.Since then we live on separate.There is so much thing happen in my life,sometimes when i think back i do cant accept,but i have to even though i cant.I am strong and tough guy but not in physical way.These scar are permanent they would't change but we human should.
Short hair style
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Failure is a step to success

Failure is a step to success,we must learn from failure to enable us to success in the future,even though i have suffer great losses in my life,but i still stand tall and high,i am even still feel proud of myself for being such strong.Losses and gain,lose and win,tactic and strategy..one day i will build an even greater empire
i hope somebody can shared my dreams
i like the phrase that i borrowed from honda motto "The Power Of Dreams"
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